I'm in Fear

I'm afriad. It's simple as that. How do I cope with all the loses thats going to precede in the upcoming future, when there's already so much to take in? What sucks is that I'm a sophomore and I have to deal with this mess for another two years. My school is already in enough duress, adding more won't exactly make it dandy. Those teachers I want to learn from, will leave in pursuits for another career since the salary is intolerable. And I don't know what to do. It's so ironic that the country my mother once saw was "the land of opportunity" and it hurts me to tell her that the land she sacrificed so much for to live in, was all in vain. Sorry mom.